The Point of No Return

Are you uncomfortable in your comfortable Christianity? If so, you are probably being called to the point of no return.

This involves, I believe, being willing to face your deepest fears in a way that gives you no way back into your comfort zone. It’s going to the point of no return knowing there is no way you can return.

Why do this? Because being comfortable has become too uncomfortable to be of any use. It’s knowing that the comfort of sitting in a pew, singing a few hymns, attending social functions and knowing you are saved is just not “cutting it” for some reason. It’s not enough any more to just live the safe Christian life. It’s knowing from the Word that there is a deeper calling. It’s a spiritual edginess that causes a stirring in your heart that follows the agitation in your mind. But it’s scary!

It is nothing but a “nudge” by the Holy Spirit that removes comfort from your “life as usual.”

Why did the 3 men go to the fiery furnace, saying, “whether we live or die”? Now, don’t tell me they had no fear. That’s not in the Bible. Daniel must have felt this “nudge” which led him to the point of no return... lion’s den. Sure, try to tell me he saw those hungry faces and his knees didn’t knock. They were human, just as you and I. But they couldn’t accept what life would be like had they not gone.

It’s Getaneh, an African Christian not willing to live the good life here in the United States after “doing his torture time” in Ethiopia. Yet, he continues to go and tell and build the church in Ethiopia. Why isn’t he willing, having passed the “test” to enjoy his life, his wife, and drink in the good life? I think it’s the “nudge” of the Master that has made him uncomfortable in the comfortable “world.”

Yes, we can ignore the Holy Spirit nudging us to go to the point of no return. Its okay I guess. You’re saved. But I believe all Christians are called to that place of being uncomfortable, to die more to themselves and become leaders to change their spot in the world. It’s scary. It’s not fair after finally getting to a place of being “happy” and “comfortable” in this world. But I see no place in the Bible where we are to be happy and comfortable. Joyful and contented, yes, but I usually see those words describing the ones who undergo persecution, and even today these are the ones who are changing the world.....in their own lion’s dens and fiery furnaces.

What is this un-worldly feeling that leads to an empty and frustratingly uncomfortable existence while surrounded by blessings? Isn’t it the nudge from the Master, seeking to see if we will go to the point of no return? It’s not for the strong. It’s for the weak. It’s for those who are not strong enough to do anything in their own strength. It’s for those who are called to go to the point of no return. Yes, knees knocking and all. They are willing to attend their own funeral, just as Paul did on the road to Damascus.

It’s a call to those who are too uncomfortable in their comfort to stay there. So they go, fears and all. Courage, it has been said, is not the absence of fear. It’s doing something in spite of the fears.

- Micki


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